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I have decided I’m going to invest in a decent SLR camera. I don’t know which one or whether I want second hand or not and this probably means I won’t eat anything proper for a very long time but ooooh well. If I’m taking photography next year I’m going to have to step up my game a hell of a lot. I may have gotten the highest marks in it but I really don’t think I was that good. I need more experience, more time with my projects and I can’t do that when there’s only a limited number of uni cameras.
Dad said I should ask the family for money for my birthday.. But I haven’t had a present from my family since I was about 10 so I highly doubt they’ll give me anything. I didn’t even know how much I need yet. I want a job so badly, but I can never find anywhere that’ll employ me… Not that I’ve tried very hard. Whoops.
Why does no one seem to understand that I don’t want to go out in public looking the way I do. That there’s a reason why I don’t want to go out and meet anyone before I go to my beautician. That it’s not exactly easy for me to get into this whole ‘summer’ vibe at the click of their fingers because I can’t wear summer clothes without spending 100 of pounds beforehand.
They don’t realise how much it affects me to walk down the high street getting weird looks not only from strangers but from family too. I want to go back to Lincoln so I can go back to hiding in my room and not facing anyone like this…ever.
(Source: ourownlittleperfectworld, via house-of-chaos)
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